Embracing the Crone Era: Unstoppable and Unconventional

This essay explores a woman's journey into her 'crone era' at 43, a period defined by embracing unconventionality and rejecting societal expectations of aging. The author finds liberation in shedding the pressure to please others and conform to beauty standards, instead choosing a path of authentic self-expression. She humorously describes her desire to cultivate a wild garden, form an alliance with a crow, and even playfully challenge male discomfort. This new chapter is not about dreading or denying aging, but about approaching it with boldness, a touch of mischief, and a profound sense of personal power, ultimately redefining what it means to grow older.

The concept of the 'crone era' for the author, Jennifer Donovan, is a defiant declaration against the traditional narrative of aging gracefully. At 43, she sees this as an opportune time to break free from the constraints that have often dictated her life. This includes a rejection of mainstream aesthetics, moving away from conventional home decor to something more 'bohemian sea witch' in style. It also involves a preparedness for an imagined societal collapse, symbolized by a LifeStraw and an underground bunker, highlighting a move towards self-sufficiency and a questioning of existing structures. Her disinterest in delaying or denying aging, or doing so 'gracefully,' underscores a profound shift in perspective, where authenticity and a touch of 'whimsical menace' are prioritized over conventional acceptability.

A significant aspect of this 'crone era' is the author's changed interactions with men. What once might have been a source of trepidation, like walking past construction sites, now becomes an arena for playful subversion. She describes engaging in behaviors designed to make men uncomfortable, such as barking, sharpening her toenails, or reciting Sylvia Plath, as a way to reclaim agency and challenge ingrained power dynamics. This humorous yet pointed approach suggests a deep-seated frustration with past experiences and a newfound determination to assert her presence on her own terms. The comparison to hormone replacement therapy, lightheartedly dismissed in favor of 'hissing at a man in a visibility vest,' further emphasizes her embrace of unconventional and empowering actions.

Beyond challenging external norms, the 'crone era' also signifies a radical acceptance and playful reimagining of her changing body. The author humorously dismisses cosmetic procedures like Botox for neck bands, instead finding joy in the natural movements of her aging body, comparing herself to a 'Vaudeville queen.' Even the topic of vaginal dryness is addressed with a lighthearted and defiant tone, turning potential insecurities into sources of amusement and self-acceptance. This internal shift demonstrates a powerful reclamation of her physical self, moving away from external validation and towards an intrinsic appreciation for her unique journey.

Ultimately, the author proposes that the 'crone era' is not dictated by a specific age, but by a state of mind – specifically, having 'had enough of being anything else.' She views this as a second chance to reclaim her power and agency, a rebellion against years of societal pressure to conform to palatable appearances and personalities. Whether driven by a deeper, almost mystical connection to self or a simple fondness for velvet wall tapestries, her enthusiastic embrace of advanced age with 'great fervor' and anticipation of 'how weird things are gonna get' encapsulates the liberating spirit of this transformation. This period is a declaration of independence, a celebration of individuality, and an invitation for others to join in this bold and unconventional approach to life's later stages.